Singing in an empty office.
I got in contact with my friend Jen shortly after writing that previous thing about Ladyhawke. She probably couldn’t possibly have sounded more happy to hear from me. WOWOWOW. I love her. And she loves me. And so do heaps of other people you know. Sometimes all you need is to be reminded of that- that someone loves you and your tomatoes.
I am going to try and sell some stuff. I say TRY because it really is a big wrench. It seemed like a revelation a couple of years back to realise the reason I am such a hoarder and why I like the mess and confusion of my house, is because being surrounded by stuff which is familiar and has a story attached makes me feel at home as I ever possibly could do. Ehhh, STUFF doesn’t make a home does it? I need to stop that. I never wear my Most Precious Blood shirts- I never even look at them. How on earth could they possibly provide me with any comfort?! What a crock of shiddd.
Today I emailed Ray Harkins (the man who thinks double decker busses are like fair ground rides, and woops at small dogs) to see if he wanted to meet up when I go to LA.
This was positivity happening. Maybe I can convince him to give me a job at Century Media in LA, but I won’t hold my breath. God! Actually try and imagine me working in LA. Go on.. I would be stumbling around, blinded by bright Californian sunshine, all pasty and flabby moaning I am too hot and I can’t reach the middle of my back to put my factor 50 sunblock on. Woeee.
I am waiting on an answer which could make my life totally heaps better, or send me right back to urgrhrhrh awful despair and hopelessness. Pleasssseeee the former, dramatic gods.
There is a HAT MUSEUM in Stockport. I am probably going to go there soon. HATS!!!!
Top Shop has now sold out in EVERY SIZE of the shoes I want. Do you think this means they will get more!? I really hope so, but I bet Bestie has forgotten all about it, and wont even buy them for me anymore. I hope you appreciate my constant updates about these shoes.. They are massively beautiful.
