Move your legs, feel carefree.
It is an equal blessing and a curse to not belong anywhere, that is for sure.
Lately it has become evident that I have very few friends in the city where I live. I feel wrong to talk about the things that have made me realise this, because I havent told my mum. And I havent told my mum because I don’t want to make her worry or make her feel sad. I am going to have to speak to her tonight and tell her the truth.
Your mind does go into dramatic overdrive when you start thinking about things you have never considered before. I make no excuses for being over the top. But the realisation of, should I have to go to hospital, I wouldn’t know who would even have the time or inclination to visit… that sort of thing. Wellll, it makes me think I am definitely doing something wrong with my life. There must be more than this.
I wish my boyfriend didn’t live so far away. I am so very sad right now, all I want is a cuddle from him.
And those red shoes from Topshop which are STILL sold out in my size.
I am going to eat a lot of courgettes.
